Sins

I've had enough of this.
They have one last chance.
If he can't help me,
or show me how to help myself,
they will pay for what they've done.

I will make them realize that payback's a bitch.

Well enough of that.

The Return

Well I'm not really in the mood
to post but hey,I did say I'd try doing
this once a week.

Anyway,school re-opens on Monday.
Yahoo.
I just hope The Bride of Chucky's
gonna skip a lot of classes, like she did
last semester.
Frankly, I'm kind of tired of seeing her mug.
Ah well.

One good thing about school
though. I get to visit the gym 5 times a week.

Maybe I'll think of something better
to post next week.

Well enough of that.

Retirement

Well I was late for work today.
Again. As usual.
Heh,heh.
Man, I hope the manager
isn't reading this.

Anyway, something great happened
there today. Work was
sucking the life out of me
(as it always does), when a group
of babes walked in.
They were having a birthday celebration.

I just happened to be nearby when they asked
me to sing a song for the birthday girl.
Me. Sing. Not a good idea.
Why? Well if you thought
William Hung was bad,
multiply that by 2 and you get *drumroll*...
me!

But it was her birthday, so I decided
to give it a try. Sure hope I didn't scar them for life.

Oh yeah, and one of the gals (Ali) took a picture of me.
She better hold on to it.
That pic is gonna be worth a lot someday, if you know
what I mean.
What's that? You don't?
Too bad!

Hmm, interesting gal, that Ali.
I checked out her blog and- come again?
No, I am not stalking her. She gave me her blog address.
She did! Really! Wipe that grin of your face.

Now where was I? Oh yeah. I checked out her
blog, and, whoa, she reminds me
of myself. She may be
incredibly cute (how cute? Brad Pitt should dump
Angelina for her,man!), and friendly,
but some of her thoughts mirror mine.

Weirdness.

I never really pictured
people like her
being 'lost'.

Ah well.

Ok2, let's get back to yours truly.
I finally (finally!)
managed to ask Xinyi out.
She said 'no'.
And after that, she completely stopped
talking to me.

Sigh, why do I even bother?
Man, that is it.
No more.
I am going into retirement, baby.
Never had a girlfriend. Don't need one now.

What I do need however,
is a PlayStation 3.

By the way, the Bride of Chucky
is no longer a friend of mine.
I don't hate her or anything.
From now on, she's just an acquaintance.
Period.



Well enough of that.

Headache

Well Eid Fitri is back.
Oh man, I'd be celebrating
if I were a better person
right now.
But I'm not.
Just can't help feeling that
Ramadhan was a wasted opportunity.
Ah well.

Anyway, I've got newfound respect
for my younger brother.
The dude may appear
all nice and gentle,
but he is one heck of a rebel!
At least, was, back in school.
I'm not gonna go into details.

Four words for you : Rage Against The Machine.

Yesterday, I worked up enough
nerve to call Xinyi. And she didn't hang up on me!
Always a good sign.

Unfortunately, instead of asking her out on
a date, I told her
my friend and I were planning something
and invited her along.
Yeah,that's right.
Inviting a girl who barely knows
you out with another who guy who she barely knows,
well, is not exactly a winning formula.
She said she was gonna be busy.
Big surprise there.

Sigh, but tonight I'm gonna have to call
her again and make things rights.
Sheesh.


Well enough of that.

the question

well now that i've got my internet connection
back, i think i'll start posting every week.

anyway, it has finally dawned that i've been searching
for the wrong thing.
at long last i've found the right question;
the answer to which just might solve
a lot of my problems.

trouble is, getting the answer isn't gonna be easy.
then again,life isn't easy.
not to mention getting a date with Xinyi.

well enough of that

Crunch Time

Oh man I'm so sleepy right now. Anyway,lemme see now,
it's Wednesday,
and the very 1st day of the fasting month.

Tests on Thursday,Friday & Monday.
It's been awhile since I've actually revised.
Just perfect.

It's last year all over again (or was it 2 years ago?)

Unlike back then,
I'm not gonna screw things up again.
It's crunch time,baby.
No more time for games.

And now,
to find a good, safe place to sleep....

Well enough of that

Come Again? Could You Repeat That Please?

Well it's Friday and I'm in one of my school's computer labs.
Oh goody. We're supposed to take
a mock exam right now. After 15 mins,
the system's gonna bar us from logging in.

Guess what? Nobody's able to log in!
Nobody! Ah yes, the wonders
of being an ITE student. ITE Yishun, where computers go to die.
And here's the best part: if we still can't
log in after 15 mins,
we're gonna have to repeat half a year.
YEay!
Don't you just love ITE?

Anyway, it's time to talk about more important
stuff. Like the nicknames I have
for my classmates.

Here's the list so far:

1)Chucky (Rugrats)

2)Bride of Chucky a.k.a The Doe-Eyed One

3)Coffee Girl a.k.a Olive

4)Spongebob Squarehead & his partner Barney the Dinosaur

5)Hamtaro

6)The One

7)Eric the Late

8)Brad Pitt

and the final 2:

9)Bert & 10)Ernie

Well enough of that.

Crystal

Ok boys and girls, I'm back.
Using the computer at MacDonald's.
At 12.19 am.
Oh great,I've missed the last bus home.
Sigh, the things I do to entertain you people.

Anyway, The Doe-Eyed One had recently
come across my blog,
so I decided to replace her name in all my entries
with this nick.
Oh man,she really has the most lovely eyes.
Hmm,must be the fatigue talking.

Spoke with the Doe-Eyed One
at the canteen today. It's weird,
everytime I talk with her,
I get even more depressed.
There were a few things I wanted to say,
a few things that I want to say to her,
but now that I think about it, I guess they are
better left unsaid.

What's worse, instead of acting cool
the way I wanted to, I was a total freak.
Sheesh. She just has that effect on me.
And to top it all off, a depressing Jimmy Eat World
song is playing over and over again in my head.

Usually I like those guys. Right now,
I hate their guts.

Didn't get the girl, still broke,
too tired to study.

I'm feeling depressed.
Almost hopeless. Almost.
It's times like this that make me realize just
how much damage they had done to me.
But I'm still alive.
If they want me to give up, they'll have to kill me.

Someone asked me why I have a blog. Thing is,
I have no one to talk to. No one that I can really
talk to,you know?
Wait, I don't really care whether or not you do know.

Ok, I've got to get going now. For those of you
who are wondering, yeah, all the stuff I said in my previous
entry is true. At least, to me.
That's how I felt.

Well enough of that.

Rock Bottom

Well since I'm at a friend's place,
I'm gonna have to make this quick.
Again.

I'm now studying at ITE Yishun (yeah, they eventually accepted me. sheesh).
Anyway,being the genius that I am, I just had
to fall for a classmate.
She's 17. And that's not the worst part.

After getting her no. & and talking with her
a few times, I found out that she was
just leading me on. Funny thing is,
she isn't even my type!
Man oh man,what the heck is happening to me?

Well now I'm forced to see her 5 times a week.
Just perfect. Not only have I been played and rejected by
a 17 year-old,
now I've got to see her nearly everyday.
Plus, I've recently discovered that The Doe-Eyed One has
a thing for another guy from school.

Oh yeah,I just remembered something.
Since I'm in a rush, I'm just gonna put it right here
till' I'm able to move it.

((There was this one time at the canteen
where The Doe-Eyed One, her friend and I were hanging out.
Then she made a comment about the muscular
body of a classmate of ours.
Talk about being made to feel inferior.
Feelings hurt,man.
Hurt bad.
Ok,not that bad.
But it still hurt.
Ah well.
Let's see how she feels once I start talking
about Jessica Alba's body.))

On top of all that,
I'm broke.

Is this rock bottom? Nah,don't think so.
But I'm definitely on the way there.

Well enough of that.

Rush Hour

Well my computer's down. Again.
I'm logging in from school.
Which sucks.

Anyway, these past few weeks have been
pretty exhausting.
Classes usually end at around 3 or 5.
Which, once again, sucks.

Dang. Gotta log off.
Ah yes, the wonders of using the computers in
your school.

Well enough of that.

The Voices Within

The demons are back. Just when I thought I
was slowly getting better, it got worse.
But it doesn't matter.
I'll deal with it. It's not like I have a choice.
No way is it gonna mess up my life again.
I hope.

Well this morning, I read yet another article
in The Straits Times (Singapore)
on the issue of racism.
The author was against it (duh).

But you know what's funny?
The fact that an extremely racist person
writes for the New Paper,
which is owned by SPH, the same
company that owns The Straits Times.
Wendy Cheng (xiaxue) .
Apparently, to her, Bangladeshis in Singapore
should be treated the way African-Americans
were treated way back in the 60's.

Ah yes, and she's actually a celebrity too.
Her blog was voted most popular in Asia
a while ago.

Don't you just love hypocrisy?

I've written and called The Straits Times & The New Paper
about this.
Guess they've decided not to report it.
Big shocker there.

Man, this is giving me a headache.
Maybe I'll figure out a way to put that racist
in her place eventually. But not now.

Well enough of that.

Just Another Day

Monday.
Just one more week until
school begins. Man, it's going to
be weird being in a class again
after more than
2 years (or is it 3? or 4?)

Anyway, I'm taking Communications Technology
at Ite Yishun. Yep, that's right. They eventually
admitted me.
It should have been quick
and easy to get in.
But I didn't count on the administration
staff being a bunch of dumb *****.

Oh yeah, the cost of public transportation
has been raised again.
That's nice.
Oh I'm sure the ministers all
feel our pain... while riding
in their air-conditioned cars,
plotting another evil
scheme on how to
extract even more milk (money)
from the cow (us).

As usual, they gave some lame
excuse about how costs had risen.
Wait a sec. Didn't they post record profits
last year?
Scumbags.
I'd like to stick a bus tyre right up their, well, you know.

Oh man. I've just realized
that I'm practically all out of
sarcastic remarks.
Dang. Time to get help from my sensei.
Chandler Bing from 'Friends'.
The master.
The legend.

I need a life.

Well enough of that.

Bad Apples

Well I was bored,
so I decided to check out
the most popular blog
in Asia (I think).
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com
I was reading
one of her old posts
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2003_10_01_
xiaxue_archive.html
when I realized how much of
a racist she is.
Man, and to think,
she actually writes for The New Paper,
which is controlled by Singapore Press Holdings.

It doesn't reflect well on a company
when it hires an admitted racist.

Well enough of that.

ThingsThat Must be Told

Well it's about 5.30 am
Can't sleep.

There are so many stories
in my head and I am
so afraid of dying
before getting them
out to people.

Maybe I'll start posting some of
them soon on another blog.
My English may not be perfect
but hey,who cares?
Besides, I can always edit them later.

Suddenly,
my life isn't so miserable.
Heh.

Yeah,well enough of that.

The Pain

My shoulder hurts right now,
so I'm gonna have to keep this short.

It's been a pretty boring week.
Oh,yeah,I got introduced to a girl by my friend.
She's cute. Plus she smokes,and drinks,
and visits clubs.
In other words,she's just perfect.

I'm just waiting for her to
return from Malaysia so we can go out
and discover just how incompatible we are.

Well enough of that.

To Sleep or Not to Sleep,That is The Question...

Monday.
Everybody's favourite day of the week.

Well lemme see now.
I'm feeling bored and sleepy,
and to top it off,I'm listening to Limp Bizkit's Crack Addict.

Anyway,I've got a ton of stuff to do.
Got to withdraw money from the bank,
pay my school fee,
get stuff for school,
and (my personal favourite) (not)
get a wetsuit.

But I'm sleepy.
Ah maybe I'll just go to the bank today.
Or I could just do something
random like flying overseas to Perth or something.
Yeah,that would be a wise thing to do
for someone who's almost broke.

If you're still awake after reading this,
then you should be commended.
Not to mention get a life.

Well enough of that.

Like a Ton of Bricks

Well it's my birthday today.
I'd celebrate,but then,
it's not like I actually did anything,you know what I mean?
I should be thanking my mum.

Yeah,why do people celebrate their own birthdays anyway?
Sheesh.

Anyway,I just realized something. Unless my condition
gets serious (never,hopefully),and I undergo an operation
to correct it,I can't ever play soccer. Or rugby.
Or jog.
Sigh.

Well enough of that.

Nothing to Fear but Fear Itself

It's been about a week
since I've been discharged from the hospital,
and I'm still in pain.
Just a little bit.

Still,it's actually making
me afraid to do things that I enjoy doing.
Jogging,lifting weights,destroying
random strangers' properties,etc

This is no way to live!
But I can't help it.
Ah well.

Like it or not,I've
got to deal with it. Somehow.

Anyway,what is it with
women and success?
Why is it even news?
I mean,I can understand
if a woman found a cure for cancer
or something.
But becoming the manager of a bank? Entering university? Actually being able to drive properly?
Come on,people!

There's all this talk about discrimination
against women. Sure it exists and needs
to be addressed. But what about discrimination
against men?
It happens. A lot.
But does it get mentioned at all?
Well not in Singapore it doesn't.

For example, according to our laws,
Singaporean men do not have modesty.
In other words, anybody could just
molest a man and get away with it.
That's right. It's not a crime!

But flip the bird at a woman,
and you could get arrested.
Ahh, don't you just love equality?

And don't even get me started on
racial discrimination over here.
I'll continue some other time.
Right now,the pain is getting worse.


Well enough of that.

No Rest For The Weary

Limp Bizkit's new album is out!
Finally! Wes Borland's back,
so I hope it's not gonna be
anything like 'Results May Vary'.
Man,that album
totally sucked.
Could've spent that money
on watching R-rated movies or something.
Ah well.

Anyway,my young cousins,grandmother,
and their maid stayed here overnight at
my place.
Yep. All 5 of them.
Combine that with the 8 people already
living in this 4-room apartment and what do you get?
Well I'm not sure,
but definitely not a lot of space.

It's about 7.45 am now on a holiday.
Vesak Day was yesterday (Sunday).
And,I'm still awake!
Can you believe it?? Being
awake on a holiday morning.
It's like a criminal offence or something.
But there's no place to sleep!
This sucks.
Might as well make the most of it.
Now let's see,what could
I do right now...?
There's gonna be an open house party
today over here. It starts at 11 am.
Ok2,focus! What could I do
possibly do right now?
Hmm...
no idea.

Well enough of that.

Man Down! Man Down! Medic...!! (part2)

Man,it's been about 3 days and my back is still hurting.

Ahh,lemme see now,where was I?
Oh yeah,now I remember...

The ER was actually quite pleasant,nothing
like in the tv show.

You know,in a hospital,you're supposed to get
adequate rest. But there,I kept getting
woken up every few hours.
I mean,come on people! I can't entertain all the time!
Sheesh.

As in turns out,irreparable
damage (short of an expensive operation)
has been done to a certain part of my body.
Nothing serious yet.
All I can do is be more careful.

Right now,the only 'safe'
sport I can do is swimming.
Just great.
Hey maybe it's like riding a bike...
just need to jump right in.
There better be lifeguards on duty.

Well enough of that.

Man Down! Man Down! Medic...!!

Man,if it isn't the fall that kills you,
then it's the sudden stop at the bottom.

Tuesday night,wednesday morning.
Your beloved hero went down for the count.

It was weird.

When the medics arrived,
the pain had subsided a lot.
In fact,a part of me
was actually hoping that it would get worse
so that I'd be 'worthy' of being in
an emergency vehicle.

So there I was. Trying to make
appropriate expressions of pain on
my face whenever the ambulance
hit a bump or something.

At the ER,I was greeted by
a really,really cute doctor.
Whoa.

To be cont'd....
(i got a headache right now)

Original Blog,baby

Bringer Bringer
The Chronicles of Faizal
The 2nd Choice

It sure has been a boring week.

Well,my shoulders have been hurting
on and off these past few days.
Gets worse when I use the keyboard for too long.
Other than that,I am just peachy.

Anyway,got an mp3 player on Friday.
But it's not the Zen Micro.
I found out that the 4GB version
doesn't come with a charger.
That's like getting an xbox
without a controller.
A car without a windshield.
A pizza without cheese. Can you imagine?
A pizza WITHOUT CHEESE!!!
Man that is just whacked.

So instead,I got myself
a Muvo2 or something.

Well enough of that.


May 15, 2005 | Permalink | Comments (0)
Hello,Could I Get Some Light Over Here Please?

You know,people should come with individual handbooks.
Girls especially. Heck,sometimes I feel like
my little sisters are from another planet.
Extremely cute,but deadly.

On a much brighter note,
I'll be getting a Zen Micro real soon.
Yeahh,baby. I'm sorry Steve,
but your lil' baby didn't make the the cut.

Well enough of that.

May 06, 2005 | Permalink | Comments (0)
But Daddy I Love Him...!!

Man oh man. What is it about love
that drives people nuts?
It can turn the intelligent into
the idiotic.

There's a gal I know
who has a good shot of getting
into university but,she's willing to
give it a miss. Would you like to know why?
Wait for it... Wait for it...
(drumroll)
Because her boyfriend won't let her!

Wow. I am sold. Completely.
I mean,what better reason is there?
Her boyfriend won't let her.
Ah yes. Never go against the boyfriend.
I'm sure he'd make a great husband.
Not!

Sigh. It's amazing how blind some
people are.

Well enough of that.



May 03, 2005 | Permalink | Comments (0)
Now Would You Like Some Fries To Go With That?

Another day,another workout.


On Friday I just found out that
instead of a credit for phy/chem,all I got
was a lousy D7! Great,just great. My life
just keeps getting better and better.


And what is it with some people? I mean,honestly,
were they born dumb? Somebody,please
explain to me. No really,I need to know.

Ladies and gentlemen, if any of you ever feel the urge to suddenly
quit talking with someone,it would help a lot
to actually let them know first. You know,
seeing how most of us aren't psychic.

Oh,and by the way,
what kind of blog has only 'hmmm' posted on it?
That only tells me that the engine
is running,but no one's behind the wheel.

Well enough of that.





April 30, 2005 | Permalink | Comments (0)
abandoned

Man,it's such a hot day. Sheesh. Forget
about warming up,all I gotta do is stand still for
5 mins!

It's amazing how the people
you helped out long ago,
could just turn their backs on you
when you need them the most.
Never trust anybody. Well,almost anybody.
Guess I learned that the hard way.

Well enough of that.




April 27, 2005 | Permalink | Comments (0)
No,I Wasn't Looking At You!

Man,it is incredibly irritating when
you're walking to a place and there's a
girl ahead dressed skimpily going in
the same direction.
Certain thoughts go through
your mind. "What if she thinks I'm following her?",
"What if she thinks I'm gonna... 'do something' ??",

And it's worse when she's walking slightly faster than you,
just enough to keep in front.
Soon it turns into a race. A weird,silent race.
Your heart is pumping fast,you're sweating,
trying to get ahead of her,
but at the same time trying to look casual doing it.

Oh yeah,and you can't look ahead doing it,
'cause well,she's there. What do you do?
You stare at the ground. So there you are.
Walking quickly,heart pounding,soaked in sweat,
with your eyes fixated on the ground,all the
while trying to look casual.

Upon completing the race,
you can become quite emotional. Relieved,
yet jubilant. You're even tempted to do
a little dance.

I guess sometimes things like that can't be avoided

Well,enough of that.

'

April 24, 2005 | Permalink | Comments (0)
And The Oscar Goes To...

Ah yes,the government has said yes
to building a casino.
Big surprise there.

Oh yeah,and did anyone else see our
beloved Labour Chief coming close to tears
in parliament?
'I couldn't say no to 35,000 jobs.'
Wow. I just...wow.
I haven't seen such a great performance
since Bill Clinton denied making whoopee
with Monica Lewinski.
Somebody give that man an Oscar!

And what on earth happened to Mountain Dew?
I can't find it anywhere in Singapore!
Man,can't we get anything right?
Sheesh.

Well enough of that.

April 20, 2005 in Current Affairs | Permalink | Comments (0)
Finally

Finally. After about 5 years of being sick (whoa),
the man,the myth,the legend,is up and kicking again.
Only this time,he's 23,currently unemployed (by choice!) (no,really),
and is stuck.
That's right. Stuck! Sheesh.
I got credits for geog,eng,arabic,phy/chem,irk.
That's kind of amazing,seeing how I
was frequently afraid of touching books- yeah well,that's
what being obsessive-compulsive is all about,baby.

Anyway,I can't get into any of the polytechnics.
Heck,even ite is rejecting me. Can you believe it?
Ite! Oh man,what is this world coming to?
I woke up from one nightmare to find
myself in yet another one. Can't I get a break?
Hey a wait a sec. I could always bank on my looks...
Yeah,and watch pigs fly by across the sunset.


I feel terrible. In fact,so terrible,that I'm happy.
The kind of happy that psychotics feel. Heh,heh.

Well,
enough about that.








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