Crystal

Ok boys and girls, I'm back.
Using the computer at MacDonald's.
At 12.19 am.
Oh great,I've missed the last bus home.
Sigh, the things I do to entertain you people.

Anyway, The Doe-Eyed One had recently
come across my blog,
so I decided to replace her name in all my entries
with this nick.
Oh man,she really has the most lovely eyes.
Hmm,must be the fatigue talking.

Spoke with the Doe-Eyed One
at the canteen today. It's weird,
everytime I talk with her,
I get even more depressed.
There were a few things I wanted to say,
a few things that I want to say to her,
but now that I think about it, I guess they are
better left unsaid.

What's worse, instead of acting cool
the way I wanted to, I was a total freak.
Sheesh. She just has that effect on me.
And to top it all off, a depressing Jimmy Eat World
song is playing over and over again in my head.

Usually I like those guys. Right now,
I hate their guts.

Didn't get the girl, still broke,
too tired to study.

I'm feeling depressed.
Almost hopeless. Almost.
It's times like this that make me realize just
how much damage they had done to me.
But I'm still alive.
If they want me to give up, they'll have to kill me.

Someone asked me why I have a blog. Thing is,
I have no one to talk to. No one that I can really
talk to,you know?
Wait, I don't really care whether or not you do know.

Ok, I've got to get going now. For those of you
who are wondering, yeah, all the stuff I said in my previous
entry is true. At least, to me.
That's how I felt.

Well enough of that.