The Professional

Almost 2am
on a Tuesday mornin'.

There's gonna
be a test later this morning
and tomorrow.

Aaand instead of studying...
I've been doing pretty much everything else.

Watched "The Professional"
last night.
The coolest movie ever.
EVER.

The first movie
that almost made me cry.
Yes... yes... macho men DO cry.

Now if you don't shut up,
I will be forced to kick your ass.

They cut a few important
scenes but it was still good.
In fact, once
I have enough money,
I'm getting the dvd.



Anyway, I had
a sort of epiphany.

I see gals. I get attracted to them.
I ask them out.
Then I regret doing that (even if I do like the girl).

I'd been wondering why for quite some time.

Thing is, all that stuff
that comes along with dating someone:
the talking... the watching movies... the talking... the eating together..
. the talking... the mushy stuff... and did I mention the talking?

I'm not exactly crazy about all that.
Gets old real fast, you know what I mean?

Turns out,
I'm only looking for people
to hang out with.
People who are into gaming... maybe even working out.

And I prefer hanging out with gals.
No.... not because I'm like them (one more time, and I will DX your ass!).

I guess I like the idea that something might
happen... but I don't want it to actually happen.

Hey, I never said it's logical.

That reminds me.
I'm actually a little jealous of Zack (bumblebee?? what kind of
dumb-ass nickname is that??).

Not because I'm into Rag like that...
but, I don't know...
it's like all of a sudden,
now that she has someone new to talk with...
yeah, I'm left behind.

Aww... suck it.

It doesn't really bother me that much.
I'm like a loyal puppy.
Only not as cute.

But it does bother me a little
bit... eventhough I prefer being alone most of the time.

I still think about Dyla once in a while.
But even if she apologises now (the day Natalie Portman calls me)
and tries really hard to change...
nothing's gonna happen between us.

And that is a bona fide guarantee, baby.

Oh great.
Now I'm reminded of SIM.
That's where I intend to go to after ITE.

Thing is, just the first semester might cost
me $8000.00.
Ah yes... 8K.
No problem...!
I have 8K. I have 10K.
I have an unlimited supply of cash!
I also look better than Brad Pitt and own Planet Earth.
And also the Moon.

First thing's first though...
I've got to concentrate on the tests tomorrow and Wednesday.

And after that... 3-week break!
WooHoo!
And AFTER that... 9 weeks till' graduation.
About time too!

Time to watch "House" and study afterwards.

What? You didn't really think I was gonna study
straight away now, did you?
That's just whacked!

Before I leave...
check out "Shape of My Heart" by Sting from "The Professional".

One of the greatest songs ever... one of the greatest movies ever.

Well enough of that.

Enjoy...